白天好困,晚上也好困,刚想睡,大宝闹,小宝闹,哄好了躺床上就精神了,好离谱,睡不着,
有点emo,人越老越害怕孤独嘛,还是结婚之后反而更加孤单了,没有人可以说话,每次想给别人发微信,思前想后还是放弃了
想想点伤心的事情哭一场,酝酿了半天也没眼泪,但是心里莫名其妙的有些难过,也说不出来为啥,有些烦躁,也不知道为啥
为啥女性的情绪总会波动那么大,想做到表面上的情绪平稳要比男性付出更大的努力
睡不着,灌个水,给大伙分享个散文,祝自己好梦,自己给自己道声晚安
曾有七次我鄙视了自己的灵魂:
Seven times have I despised my soul:
第一次,当它本可进取时,却故作谦卑;
The first time when I saw her being meek that she might attain height.
第二次,当它在空虚时,用爱欲来填充;
The second time when I saw her limping before the crippled.
第三次,在困难和容易之间,它选择了容易;
The third time when she was given to choose between the hard and the easy,and she chose the easy.
第四次,它犯了错,却借由别人也会犯错来宽慰自己;
The fourth time when she committed a wrong, and comforted herself that others also commit wrong.
第五次,它自由软弱,却把它认为是生命的坚韧;
The fifth time when she forbore for weakness, and attributed her patience to strength.
第六次,当它鄙夷一张丑恶的嘴脸时,却不知那正是自己面具中的一副;
The sixth time when she despised the ugliness of a face, and knew not that it was one of her own masks.
第七次,它侧身于生活的污泥中,虽不甘心,却又畏首畏尾。
And the seventh time when she sang a song of praise, and deemed it a virtue.
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