poor man
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FROM 101.88.179.*

更文艺一些

We were both on the cusp of forty, ten years deep into a marriage that had
once promised forever. Our eight-year-old son was a constant reminder of the
life we'd built together, a life that now felt like a distant memory.

She'd begun as a whirlwind of affection, showering me with love notes and
gifts. But as the initial spark faded, so too did her tenderness. I now
suspect her early displays of love were merely a calculated performance, a
carefully crafted act to ensnare my heart.

Once the wedding bells had chimed, her true nature emerged. A cruel,
insidious transformation took hold. She'd belittle me, openly flirt with
other men, and constantly compare me to more successful acquaintances. Every
word was a dagger to my self-esteem, particularly when it came to our
intimate life.

Over time, I'd retreated into a shell of self-doubt. The desire for physical
intimacy had withered, replaced by a gnawing fear of failure. When we did
share a bed, it was often at her insistence, and even then, I'd falter,
haunted by her critical gaze.

Recently, a devastating truth was laid bare: she'd been betraying me with a
coworker. When confronted, she denied it at first, then brazenly blamed me
for her infidelity, claiming I hadn't given her the attention she craved.

Jealousy and distrust now consumed me. Any attempt to discuss our shattered
relationship was met with stonewalling. The future, once filled with hope,
now seemed bleak and uncertain.

【 在 Md82 的大作中提到: 】
: 不谢
: We're both nearing 40 and have been married for a decade. Our son is eight
: years old.
: ...................
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FROM 140.238.200.*

挑战一下这个？

As we both approach the precipice of our fortieth year, a decade of marital
union stretches behind us. Our eight-year-old son is the radiant fruit of
this partnership.

In the halcyon days of our courtship, she was a veritable sun, radiating
warmth and affection. Her epistolary effusions, thoughtful gifts, and
unwavering adoration painted me as the sole star in her celestial sky.

However, as the seasons changed, a chilling realization dawned upon me: her
initial ardor was merely a carefully constructed faade, a masquerade designed
to ensnare my heart.

Once the nuptial vows were exchanged, the warmth of her affection waned,
replaced by a biting frost. Scornful glances, disparaging remarks, and cruel
comparisons eroded my self-esteem, casting a long shadow upon my psyche.

Her flirtatious dalliances with other men, played out on the stage of our
shared life, further wounded my spirit. The conjugal chamber, once a
sanctuary of intimacy, became a battlefield of insecurity and inadequacy. My
desire, once a raging fire, was extinguished by the cold indifference she
exuded.

In recent times, the depths of her perfidy have been laid bare. Her
clandestine affair with a colleague shattered the fragile remnants of my
trust. When confronted with this betrayal, she offered no contrition, instead
casting blame upon me. Her words, a venomous serpent's hiss, pierced my soul.

Now, I am consumed by a tempest of jealousy and doubt. Each attempt to bridge
the chasm between us is met with a wall of silence. The woman I once adored
has become a stranger, a harbinger of pain and despair.

【 在 CHENARD 的大作中提到: 】
: 竟然看懂了，我又行了
: 发自「今日水木 on 神秘人的设备」
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FROM 140.238.200.*

不说别的，有一说一，
我觉得懂点英语还是有用的

【 在 ximei 的大作中提到: 】
: We’re both approaching 40 and have been married for ten years. We have a son aged eight.
: At the start of our relationship, she was loving and generous, always writing me little love notes, buying me gifts and making me feel special.
: But I think that was just an act to get me to fall in love with her.
: ...................
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FROM 219.142.119.*

握个爪，同看懂了

【 在 CHENARD 的大作中提到: 】
:
: 竟然看懂了，我又行了
: 【 在 ximei 的大作中提到: 】
: : We’re both approaching 40 and have been married for ten years. We have a son aged eight.
: :

#发自zSMTH@LNA-AL00
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