I'm sitting on the balcony, staring at the sea, missing you like a idiot.
Start over？No！cant go back any more.And no more tears because of ages. No more beautiful faces,no more brilliant smile.

But I can still miss you in the midnight and go deep into my melody.
  
When I turn my head, change my sight to the distance,I was missing you.

The safety light shines lonely in the clouded dark,it is my faint thoughts drop in the ink sea of the human dream and try to link to your sleeping nerve.

I wish  the dolphin can take my gentle kiss to your lip.

I wish I am gazing at your sleepy face from directly above.

I wish I can touch your cheek from the side and your chin then I can feel your skin as smooth and soft as a poached egg.

I wish I can hold you from your back in the bed,in the kitchen when you are cooking and I would smell your sweat.

I wish I can put my arms around your neck behind you when you are sitting on swivel chair and surfing on newsmth—stopping you playing with those looser，just so you’ll talk to me.

I like to miss you like this at this time, it makes my tears full of joy and makes my poem beautiful. It takes me back to my youth.

I take off my AirPods. I have lots of jobs to do tomorrow. My left brain tells me that. But my right brain forces me to sit on the chair and wait for the longing to come back with the wave.

I hold this light and go through my only one, long or short journey.

I hope you can see it,yet I am afraid you will.

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