最后一次呼吸闭眼停止换气。我练习消失
是蓝色，蓝得太假，像一圈浅蓝色的塑料板
塑料做的大海，塑料做的誓言
我终于赤足走在我意念构建的世界
这里天荒地老每日发生，相爱是生存法则
Eyes shut, I inhale and hold my breath for the last time. I’m exercising vanishing.
It’s blue, too blue to be real, as if encircled by light-blue plastic boards.
Plastic seas, plastic vows.
At last, I’m walking barefoot in the world of my mind’s fabrication.
Here “till eternity” is a daily effect, and “to love one another” is the rule to live by.

海豚是飞的，外面的人类还在爬行
椰子树撅起的肥臀露着妊娠纹
我一不小心爱上坠落沙地的
笨重的花，过马路发呆的小蜥蜴，天花板中央的壁虎探子
和露天马桶上的红蚂蚁
热带总是这样感情凶猛，天公打雷如打嗝儿
Dolphins fly here, while humans outside are still on all fours.
Coconut trees raise their fat hips revealing stretch marks.
Accidentally I end up in love with the clumsy flowers
that flop on the sand, a little lizard in a trance crossing the road, a gecko scouting at the ceiling’s center
and the red ants on an open-air toilet.
Affectionately the tropics rage on, and thunders here sound like God’s burps.
我意识到需要创造一个爱我的男人，在盛满海水的浴缸旁
怯生生递上白毛巾，证明我的此刻
又是一个不小心，我把他造得太老了，风都刮不动
会落泪的，温柔的老年斑
I realize I need to create a man who would love me, and, by a bathtub filled with sea water
he would coyly hand me a white towel confirming this moment of mine.
Accidentally again, I’ve made him so old that even winds can’t stir
the fond, tear-prone age pigments.
我说扮上吧，海水中央有一座大戏台——你过去
换上沙丁鱼的皮肤和关公蟹的凶器
这样你就能刺破我制造的幻象，回到真实
我会收回这一切，把日夜折叠，把大海灌进高脚杯
杯子里全是蓝色。一世界的蓝色。真得太假
塑料做的大海，塑料做的誓言
蓝色，蓝色
Put on your costumes, I say, in the middle of the sea water there’s a large stage--get there.
Put on a sardine skin and wield the musk crab’s sharp weapons
so that you can bust the visions I conjured up and return to reality.
I’ll withdraw all these--folding up the days and nights, pouring the seas into a goblet
that’ll be blue to the brim. A whole worldful of blue. Looking too lifelike to be true.
Plastic seas, plastic vows.
Blue, blue.
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